September 24th, 2009 / 1:38 pm
Behind the Scenes

Red Light District

nowhere

My name is Roxane Gay (with one n).

My middle name is not “is.” I do not have a middle name.

I know I don’t have to turn on the red light.

I know you want to be my man.

I am not the rapper Roxanne Shanté though her sweater is lovely.

I write, I edit (check out that swank new site design by Gene Morgan), I am writing my dissertation, I teach, I am on the job market. I live near the end of the world in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula. Blake Butler was kind enough to ask me to join the team so here I am to bring the estrogen (not really) which is much like bringing the pain, only better smelling.

I am currently reading and really enjoying Dan Brown’s The Lost Symbol which is as spectacular as you might expect—the book is full of ponderous passages explaining things like noetic science and extended exegeses on Robert Langdon’s claustrophobia. He almost drowned as a child, you see. To counteract the effects of Dan Brown, I’m also reading AM/PM, Vitals, A Boy, Fraud, and I’m the Man Who Loves You. These books and stories are helping. The doctors say I’ll live.

I hate book trailers and short story trailers. They are the work of the devil. I cannot engage rationally on this issue. When people talk about how amazing or innovative or otherwise remarkable they find book trailers, I hear a sharp pitched keening. Then I think about the naked emperor parading down the street.

My favorite James Joyce work is his dirty letters to his wife.

Onward.

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55 Comments

  1. mike young

      hurrah for roxane one n gay! i am really excited that you are posting here

      i liked your discussion about class on pank

  2. mike young

      hurrah for roxane one n gay! i am really excited that you are posting here

      i liked your discussion about class on pank

  3. davidpeak

      the giant gets even gianter. welcome, roxane.

  4. davidpeak

      the giant gets even gianter. welcome, roxane.

  5. Teresa Houle

      Well, this is about the coolest news I’ve heard all day.

  6. Teresa Houle

      Well, this is about the coolest news I’ve heard all day.

  7. Vaughan Simons

      A welcome addition. Definitely.

      And I agree with you on book trailers. All of them. But then, it seems that everything has to have a cinematic trailer available on Youtube. I will be going to the bathroom later – but the cinematic trailer of me going to the bathroom will be available on Youtube from an hour beforehand.

  8. Vaughan Simons

      A welcome addition. Definitely.

      And I agree with you on book trailers. All of them. But then, it seems that everything has to have a cinematic trailer available on Youtube. I will be going to the bathroom later – but the cinematic trailer of me going to the bathroom will be available on Youtube from an hour beforehand.

  9. Aaron

      HTML Giantess, welcome!

  10. Aaron

      HTML Giantess, welcome!

  11. Tracy Lucas

      Nice.

  12. Gene Morgan

      So happy about this.

  13. Tracy Lucas

      Nice.

  14. Gene Morgan

      So happy about this.

  15. bob

      hebbity zaidee hay!

  16. bob

      hebbity zaidee hay!

  17. ryan

      i have a lot of middle names if you would like to borrow one

  18. ryan

      i have a lot of middle names if you would like to borrow one

  19. Erin

      *claps hands excitedly*

  20. Erin

      *claps hands excitedly*

  21. Christopher Higgs

      A fellow UNL alum! Nice. We are now officially taking over the Giant. Welcome, Roxane.

  22. Christopher Higgs

      A fellow UNL alum! Nice. We are now officially taking over the Giant. Welcome, Roxane.

  23. xtx

      “my middle name is not ‘is'” hahahaha. fucking kids.

  24. Drew Toal

      Welcomewelcomewelcome

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  26. alec niedenthal

      exciting, i loved your story that was on wigleaf recently

  27. alec niedenthal

      exciting, i loved your story that was on wigleaf recently

  28. jackie corley

      yay! i have nothing intelligent to add

  29. jackie corley

      yay! i have nothing intelligent to add

  30. Catherine Lacey

      I like Pank & I like your blog. I am happy you’re here.

  31. Catherine Lacey

      I like Pank & I like your blog. I am happy you’re here.

  32. reynard seifert

      those dirty letterz R hawttt

  33. reynard seifert

      those dirty letterz R hawttt

  34. Sara Crowley

      Whooo hoooo!

  35. Sara Crowley

      Whooo hoooo!

  36. Lauren

      bring it with the estrogen, r.g.! a wise, wise choice …

  37. Lauren

      bring it with the estrogen, r.g.! a wise, wise choice …

  38. Roxane

      Thank you all for the very warm welcome. I am pretty psyched to be here. And yet, not here, seeing as this is all virtual.

      xtx, kids are… servants of evil.

      Christopher, UNL, represent! I thought I hated Lincoln, but now, living in the UP, I know that Lincoln is paradise.

      reynard, they are hawt hawt hawt!

      alec, thanks very much. Glad you enjoyed that story. I enjoyed writing it.

  39. Roxane

      Thank you all for the very warm welcome. I am pretty psyched to be here. And yet, not here, seeing as this is all virtual.

      xtx, kids are… servants of evil.

      Christopher, UNL, represent! I thought I hated Lincoln, but now, living in the UP, I know that Lincoln is paradise.

      reynard, they are hawt hawt hawt!

      alec, thanks very much. Glad you enjoyed that story. I enjoyed writing it.

  40. Ethel Rohan

      Congratulations, Roxane. I’m thrilled to read you here too.

  41. Ethel Rohan

      Congratulations, Roxane. I’m thrilled to read you here too.

  42. Ken Baumann

      Nice to meet you, and welcome! Rad first post.

  43. Ken Baumann

      Nice to meet you, and welcome! Rad first post.

  44. david erlewine

      Welcome, Roxane. Nice pick, Blake. I had a great They Might Be Giants joke about this place but sorta forget it now. It had a rabbi, too.

  45. david erlewine

      Welcome, Roxane. Nice pick, Blake. I had a great They Might Be Giants joke about this place but sorta forget it now. It had a rabbi, too.

  46. Mel Bosworth

      Nice. Perfect. Do some good, Roxane. I know you will.

      Blow the doors off this frat house. Let the remodeling begin.

  47. Mel Bosworth

      Nice. Perfect. Do some good, Roxane. I know you will.

      Blow the doors off this frat house. Let the remodeling begin.

  48. Ryan Call

      hooray for roxane

      new doors will be good.

  49. Ryan Call

      hooray for roxane

      new doors will be good.

  50. david erlewine

      Roxane, don’t post your frat house story from fictionaut on here or anything.

  51. david erlewine

      Roxane, don’t post your frat house story from fictionaut on here or anything.

  52. Ben White

      Nice! You need to get your rightful place in the about section too now.

  53. Ben White

      Nice! You need to get your rightful place in the about section too now.

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