I was about six and sitting alone in my greek grandmothers basement in kansas city, MO. It was raining and we were waiting for sunday lunch to be ready. I was just starring at the old NES game system sitting on top of the tv, next to the filled up ash trays of my uncles who used the basement as a smoking den. I suddenly recall feeling this sense of time stretching out in front of me like an endless ribbon. I think in that moment I learned what loneliness and boredom meant.
When a gun was pointed at me, I wished I were more alone.
I was about six and sitting alone in my greek grandmothers basement in kansas city, MO. It was raining and we were waiting for sunday lunch to be ready. I was just starring at the old NES game system sitting on top of the tv, next to the filled up ash trays of my uncles who used the basement as a smoking den. I suddenly recall feeling this sense of time stretching out in front of me like an endless ribbon. I think in that moment I learned what loneliness and boredom meant.
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when trying to fit in with a group of people and realizing i was failing miserably.
October 28th 1995. Halloween weekend Guided by Voices concert. One handful of mushrooms. Montreal.
i keep thinking i can’t feel any more alone than i have already
but then i do
When I took 3 tabs of acid and met God
I hear that