Why do you write? Why waste your time?
because I am an idiot
One man mean week brigade.
It feels good. It’s comfortable.
because i got a bunch of time that needs wastin.
because theres no difference between spending all my time smoking weed, or doing jackshit, or working to build a stable home for my nonexistent children.
its all the same.
so i can legitimize myself by participating in online forums wherein i take myself too seriously
You’re right! Why _am_ I wasting my time?? Oh, thank you, thank you! Now, I can get on with my life!!
Oh well, back to my novel…
‘Cause it feels so good when it’s over.
So I don’t have to try to derive meaning from my desk job.
…to fight the idea of myself.
So that I can sign cheques and write thank you cards to my (dead) grandma at Christmas.
so i can afford to build a stable for my nonexistent children and so i will improve at video games
to ease the burden of mortality.
I need an excuse to feel bad about myself.
because we’re all going to die
because the only meaning to be found in life is in the play of language
and because it’s better than sex; that is, there’s no crying and throwing up and overwhelming sense of guilt and shame involved when it’s through
someone told me i should